April 2012
11 posts
I just tell myself i dont need you. And it will work.
Finally. Something to look forward to.
Bangkok on the 14th july! Annual leave you better not screw up!
Can i have some good news or anything at all to look forward to already. Life sucks. Now.
Its like there isnt enough to worry or give a damn about already. As much as i dont want to care, i just cannot. How i wish i can be like her, not be serious and all and when things like this happens, no one will hold you for it because well, people assume you dont understand. Ignorance is bliss aint it? Dont want to shirk responsiblities but im only 4 years older than he is, no one is gona really...
Somewhere special.
I feel fucking incompetent.
No. Correct that. I AM fucking incompetent.
Fml.
With such a workload, how to remember everything. I cannot. And its frustrating. Nobody knows what happens on the ground. If its an uneventful day, okay. You done your job, no regconition whatsoever. Too bad your side was packed with patients and many many problems just your luck. There is no pat on shoulder to encourage you. Nope. Only until something was spotted missing or not done or done...
And i just heard of another failed relationship of 6 years. Took 6 years to realise they werent meant for each other. Im sure at some point of that relationship they thought they were meant for each other. So how can anyone be sure at all. Feelings deceive.
.):
I screwed it up.
): damn work.
The Adventure. of food and everything nice.
Recounting my leave. Just so as to make them look like its worth the time.
Tuesday night. watched Hunger games with ZYL. Good show. not a bad show. First time watching a midnight movie. :X can be quite fun. Only reached home at like 5am.
Wednesday. Met Weiling for brunch at group therapy. Missed my hair appointment. Caught up with Agnes. had dinner and done fair bit of shopping. :D then met up...
Happy 1st year (:
31st March 2012 marks our 12th month together. Also otherwise known as the first year anniversary. Time really flies. It didnt feel like that long time but it is. 12 months and hopefully going strong. Couldnt go back to where we started since caramel cafe is closed for business. ): but Alex had other plans.
Mr Alex presenting flowers for the 2nd time! Flowers are love hate thing. I love flowers...