Its okay. I’ll be okay. Nursing is good. Im doing good.
I have stopped giving nursing any more chance. There is no hope in nursing and i hate myself for making this decision. I am repenting. Why the fuck did i study so hard for A’s. Im slogging like a mad for that peanuts. Dont give me passion and all that crap. I had passion. Trust me. Passion isnt enough. It takes a super human being to do nursing. I am not. I surrender. I fucking hate where i am now. I am pathetic. I am screwed. I am not happy.
26 more days. 16 more working days. To hong kong!!!!!
Worst feeling ever. Cant sleep. Cant eat. Work. Cramps. Purging. Just knock me unconcious already.